internet + self pleasure = boredom = beer

I am ready to admit that I eat, and or drink when I am bored.
The path that I took to discover this...

• I finished my last post
• spent some time reading blogs
• considered how bad my last blog sucked
• found a very interesting blog called All About My Vagina
  considered deleting my last post, became engrossed in Sarah's honest and complete exploration of many topics
• considered deleting my entire blog
• became rather enthused by a couple of Sarah's topics and... pleasured myself
• checked my email, no new messages, and went to the kitchen
• wanted to get another beer but instead finished off a grapfruit
• wanted to eat some chocolate but instead left the kitchen
• watched half of a Simpson's episode and returned to the kitchen
• again wanted beer or wine or anything with alcohol and again said no
• said no to a peanut butter sandwich, said no to baked potatoe chips, said no to peanut butter and crackers
• finally decided to make some 94% fat free popcorn (single serve bag)
• ate the popcorn returned to the kitchen (for the trashcan I assure you)
• decided to get a drink, passed on the diet coke and unsweetened iced tea
• got an Amstel Light
• went back to the Simpson's episod
• realized I had spent more time in the kitchen than at the tv
• again considered how lame bad my last blog was
• thought about my almost empty beer
• and started talking myself out of another one

when it started to sink in...
I spend a little too much time looking at food and drink in the fridge.

I don't do this during the week only on the weekends. And It only happens when I am bored.

Then a second thought hit me...
Would I have become bored with the internet if I had not pleasured myself??

I want to learn. I want to grow. I want to change.

I am not going to pleasure myself (using the internet or pc) for one full week. Let's see if I am more productive and stay out of boredom. I'll keep you posted.