I had a thought on tuesday...

What if I am doing exactly what I want to be doing. I have this list of interests that I want to pursue but what if this was my main hobby. This being spending huge amounts of time with my son and being a great father. What if the other items on my to-do list were in the way of spending time with my son. I had thought of those things as competing for my time and attention.

I had never realized it before typing this but spending time with my son was not at the top of my list. Maybe that is what being a good father is all about. I've read that women become mothers the day the find out they are pregnant. It takes a little longer for men to become fathers; it took longer for me to become a father.

I am a good father.